Hey guys mine, yeah, welcome to the Christal Crawford show. Why do we When we have a knife For those of you guys that are listening to this, this is my friend Wesley pullin he’s a another certified facilitator He also lives here in South Africa and he works with me in my business and in a bunch of other businesses And it looks like face book pages is not letting us do the horizontal view anymore. So we’re squeezing ourselves into retry violets lot That’s right. You’re all gonna Help hold on guys Carol then keep coming live. We’re gonna try So we wanted to just come on and chat with you guys I did title this video, but I’m not gonna tell you what I titled it because and we might talk about something totally different I Katherine um What do we I did title it? What does he find like so I titled it questions and tools seas and everything is undefined and very uncomfortable Wow Well, I mean, I just wanted to say all of them, right? Just use the tools Here we go, and I don’t have to we’re not Hi guys. Hi so if you have any questions about this topic that I wrote feel free to put them in the chat and we will talk about It but we’re here in South Africa to facilitate some classes. I’m facilitating a Business intro which is funny today Talk to the entities Spirit body process and the next weekend. We’re doing a foundation. Hmm but um I Guess I’m gonna ask is if you’ve taken a foundation class, you know we talked about Pretty much every topping in life, right and one of them is business so What do you know that the foundation cost when it came to business? Do you shit food I Don’t know if I remember specifically what I got out of foundation in regards to business All I know is that after foundation. I basically started the business of living like basically, that’s what happened with me Wait, wait, wait, wait business of living. Yeah Well because upto foundation I was like I was trying to be happy and I was trying to have some tools and relationships But what I didn’t know is that you could choose and create like every part of your life. So So when I feel like when I it was after foundation that I found that you could be a facilitator so I chose to be a facilitator which then Started creating the way I was living because to be a facilitator I did choose to travel and go to all these classes and so my life totally changed the business of living Totally changed and then I had to change my job because then my job wasn’t working for me anymore And then I was a certified facilitator. And now what do you do with that? and so do I want to create something with this or I don’t want to create something with this and so I just like Started creating living in a different way totally different it changed everything about my life Well Okay, I see your question you Vika I’ll get to that. Hi guys. Hi, Lena. Hi, Claudia Hi Vikki, we’re blind you’re far away. This actually looks prettier than that. See more of this I sometimes get in this thought of whether this access tool works or not. We are so used to giving answers Yes, cool Can I okay can I enter I used to top the access tools like a motherfucker? we actually recorded a pretty cool video the other day that you guys will see soon about salty entities and I spoke about like How I was like the biggest bullshit called a sceptical person Optimal yeah until I took the class Yeah, and One of the tools that got me through the top of the tools was using the tools. Hmm I was like, okay, you know these kind of seem to be working for everyone So enlace is of cult of a hundred thousand people against me just me to get my money So by using this was like well fuck it, you know, they seem to be working for these other people I mean if I can try them anyways, and they didn’t work for me four months four months amendment unless You thought I thought they didn’t work And then after a few months, I look back and I was like, wow, my life is so amazing You’re like wait, when did that happen? Yeah And not in that moment. Did I ever put it to the tools of access, right? And then for a minute, I stopped saying that cause I quote remember that moment didn’t believe this was where great That So when I heard this for me because I’m gonna know I go through these phases And where I’m changing changing changing things running clearing loops asking for things and then the change occurs and I’m like, ah, you know I’m in one of those right now and um and it’s in those like flailing Bad moments where it’s it’s almost like all of a sudden now the tools are broken But they’re not and what I noticed is that I have to really like I have to choose in that moment who I’m gonna be owned by am I gonna be owned by my freak out or am I gonna be owned and Risk that the tools actually work. It isn’t actually a risk, but am I gonna like fling myself on the altar? I’m gonna be super dramatic about this because it’s been fling myself on the altar question choice possibility and contribution Or am I gonna like kill myself on that altar? You know, like basically it’s like I’m I’m either gonna choose to like, you know, Risk that these things actually work that I am the source of everything that shows up in my life and if I use these something’s gonna be present and change and I always have choice and we’re not But I don’t know. I don’t know if that’s helpful. But like when I do that they always work weirdly Like I always get more clarity always getting more me I was good happier I always make more money all the things start to work better when I’m willing to sort of risk Using them being them like actually implementing them in my life and it occurs over and over and over in Four ways all the time even seven years into using the tools I mean one thing he said it’s like being in a fuzz and then you use the tools he lacks going great and then you like hit the stop point again the first step to like Before you use the tools as having allowance for what’s currently going on If you can’t just jump into using the tools to fix the problem because the tools are not there to fix problems. Wait what? Sort of things you get another such a neat idea It’s an updated fix the problems And Leon just wrote like how much fun can I have with the change in the uncomfortable? Yeah, I mean If any of you guys are in the awareness challenge, and you’re actually doing the 30-day challenges your life is changing I don’t know if you’ve noticed it yet But your life is changing if you are taking foundation classes COP classes, you’re running any kind of clearing leave You’re getting your bars around you’re doing anything That’s empowering you to access more consciousness It’s not comfortable. I Don’t know why it’s not comfortable but it’s not so so yeah What would it take to have fun with that is a great question like and I’m writing right there with ya, right? Yeah, when we use these tools we have big changes in like we go to a foundation we go to see up Here we go to talk to unities. I leave the class was like this blank space where you’re kinda like But there’s that space right it’s a blank space I don’t want to call it a canvas because everyone else calls us That’s a Taylor Swift song. Yeah, I’ve got a blank space baby and I’ll write your name That blank space is the space of a new reality and you have to choose you have to choose again and actually practice at your reality and Listen you’ve no idea what that’s like Cuz you haven’t done it before I’m right there and like for me like my reality changes a lot often often and I’m probably this uncomfort every three months dynamic uncomfort where i’m like I literally don’t Nothing. I know nothing Do I even know how to shoot? Nope forgot how to choose? You know, what’s that funny? We said the other day were like we learn all these experience we facilitate each other we’re like Oh BAM change bigger better faster stronger and then like I mean the changes occur on the Fuck out Why is everything changing So, I guess like what I would ask everyone today like what’s occurring right now in your life that you actually asked for Oh my god but the other thing that showed up tonight because we really had a lien a bunch of conversations tonight about the thing I’m looking at things in my business and like I’m so different now and asking for something so different and I’ve been choosing in a different direction and so, you know I’m getting to work through or what showing up are all the areas in my in my in my being myself Where I’ve still limited it by a point of view, but they’re showing up now so now I can look at them and change them or choose something else and It’s going somewhere with that. You were saying a change Gosh, Oh acknowledgement one of the things that came up. He’s like, how much did this? Have? You already chosen? Like what have you already instituted and and put into place that you couldn’t your that you haven’t acknowledged and that’s a huge Huge tool because I’ve noticed this pretty consistently with myself that when I’m angsting about something even be different or like really super uncomfortable It’s a result of I’ve made a lot of different choices. I’ve made a lot of different demands I have already Created a totally different reality and now I’m in it going Yeah, and that one comfort is that age? Yeah, you’ve already made the choice So, how does it get any better than that all right, how does it get any better than that Like how does it get any better than that? I’m a little bit better. Yeah. All right, how much like mine comes to look who we meet? How much more ease can we have with all of the uncomfort like I you know, it’s like and what would it take to really? Really receive the Gift that you are what you’ve created like receive the fortune of what you’ve created and just continue to go because like You know in facilitating myself and also talking with West, you know, I was upstairs putting my lipstick on for this thing and and we were still sort of in a conversation in my head and And I was like if I were facilitating me right now, I would be like just choose choose anything Just keep going keep adding keep trying things Keep keep just going in that direction because the one thing that I know about me I can trust this about me I will always succeed it won’t matter how I get there I mean, it won’t matter the zigzag route that it looks like in the process that it’s uncomfortable like if I keep choosing it crease choice crease and you can know that about choice and so That’s the choice that you have Any uncomfort is it’s like you can let the incumbent stop you and stop your whole life and stuff your business and stuff I’ve done that too. Yeah Or you could just keep two things It’s fucking uncomfortable And then what I was gonna answer that is like keep choosing me because there’s no right and there is no wrong hmm, and that’s uncomfortable – And it’s not choosing to get away from the uncomfortable. You got to run at it run at it Run at it and relax. He’s been doing Crossfit relax into the uncomfort So what have you so yeah nothing What I was looking at the CrossFit cuz actually when you’re saying you better run at it You’ve been choosing something different with your body lately and you’ve been going to CrossFit and I I get that everything we choose really contributes to everything you know and when you said that that’s what came to my mind is like the what you do in CrossFit is like you’ve run out the challenge and you Okay, so this actually thank you free. No no, that’s very great because it’s changed a lot for me in my life Not just like how my body looks and and also it’s changed My point of view about every campus because you’ll go to CrossFit and you’ll see what you’re gonna do today There’s like a whiteboard and they write down the workout. It’s different every day You get there you already decide what it’s gonna be like Just fine. Look you’re like Yeah, and then you’re in it and I’ve learned so much about my mind and so much about my body and So much about whatever I mean, you know there are two different things you’re going through that workout or you’re going to that thing and your mind is telling you you can I Can’t do this. I can’t do the same Right now which is right and I play with it and I was like, okay. Well my mind’s telling me this but I’m gonna get into my body and like hey, buddy, what is it like Can you keep going? Yeah Your body can do so much more than what your mind says. Mm-hmm if You’re willing to listen To your body and it’s not surrendering it’s that part of surrendering to what your what your body is actually capable of surrendering to what’s Truly available And being willing, I mean that’s also very out of control space Sort of I mean, it’s so much when I look at out of control I always see the paradox about a control because the paradox about it controls it seems out of control from one point of view, but you actually have total control because you’re being fully present and choosing from presence which is total control while Allowing your point of view about what control is to completely go because your brain wants to control Do control in a way that your body doesn’t require your brain wants to do control from limitation and decision of of Where is you can do control from awareness and that is ultimate control because then you will know what’s going to work What is it? Yeah Wow And I’m realizing as we’re talking like what I’ve been choosing Actively like if you guys have been any awareness challenge with the last 30 days We did that one under new space and consciousness Can me and my body be to be out of control and a definition out of limitation a form structure and significance out of linearity And out of concentricity With total ease for all eternity a fellow, okay So it’s been showing up and it’s super uncomfortable and I recognize it and then like, okay So then what what is now like what’s available now? Why do I choose as now? Like how does this work being out of control while having total control from awareness? It’s really different It really is Hmm This conversation has been going on all day. Yeah, you guys know that like we didn’t stop this However long we started this why we started this this morning. I’m just yesterday Yeah, yeah That’s a pretty good question and I’m actually really like that’s what tools can I use to remove one laziness to procrastination three being laid at places choice choice About yourself already and what if you judge yourself as because if you judge yourself you stick it in place That’s it, but I can speak to that because I I drew laziness. Well, I do procrastination well, and I do late well, too And then I look at it and all that cool. So if this wasn’t wrong and this is actually something What’s right about me something right about me? Yeah, what’s right about me? I’m not kidding Now we go to what am I aware of? Yeah and we’ve discovered this in business where it’s like where we have an idea that Of something we want to create and we just can’t seem to get it out there We can’t build the things we can’t write emails. We can’t do anything for it And the first place we used to immediately go to the little we’re lazy. Oh We’re procrastinating or we just don’t feel like I can’t do words or some we just some judgment. I know that was a question One of the things we started asking was like it’s now the time and One of the things we will now be asking bill this work Will this work is you’re willing to know if something will work or not without a point of view will give you so much more freedom than you’ve Ever had in your entire fucking life. Yes Because if you’re not vested in the outcome, you can be willing to know if something’s gonna work or not So it might be that you’re lazy Cool, it might not be and what is right about you that you’re not getting and so tools for stuff like that as well What energy space and consciousness can be in my body me to be the lazy cunt? It really be for all eternity Yes, I said that and yes I mean it and Everything that is times a gazillion, right? Run can pat pat buck on the insurance boys me on scuzz that takes care of whatever judgment you’re doing about being lazy But it’s also looking at what am I actually aware of here? when things can’t come out of your mouth when things don’t move when things can’t let go in that way you’re aware of something and That’s huge for me I mean even in the conversation we’ve been having all day about business about my business and whatever I’m looking at and dealing with It’s been like I’ve been so aware that I’m aware Like I’m aware of some watts tons of things and am I aware of the future yes or no? Yes I am aware of the future. Am I where the now and the future? Yes Am I more capable here than I’m giving myself credit for? Yes so Sometimes that’s it feels hard to get there and when you’re in the middle of the shit when you’re like Flailing and feeling like you’re drowning but that surrendering piece is so fucking huge. Oh So much relevance To what’s occurring surrendering to what’s occurring surrendering to what you’re aware of now surrendering to the change you’ve chosen What if you didn’t have to fight anything anymore What if you didn’t have to fight to have money right to fix your business fight to fix yourself? fight to You have to fight sweetie mess up right now Think you can’t receive that which you judge and if we look at like that lazy thing Like what would it take to get paid for being the lazy bitch? I Don’t lots people get paid. They’re lazy. Yeah But if you judge yourself for being a lazy bitch, you’ll need to get pay for it in your life Line of hashtag not porno house challenge hashtag lazy, bitch. I Have the interesting point of view that if I don’t work, I don’t have money. Yeah and Jose I mean that’s not such a how to become money workbook thing to work out Like if you guys haven’t done the workbook go do it. You gotta do it a hundred times Not just once they can’t sit on your nightstand collecting dust You have to go through it So that you know all those points of view about money and I mean see for me jesus H Christ and basket It just never stops the grill oven because as you unravel and you do these things like you get to another Space where it’s like there’s a whole other level of unconsciousness to that becomes available to choose around and start looking at where you really fucking abuse yourself with your conclusions and decisions and judgments of you because that is Abuse of year and what are the choice do you have in those moments? Like saying I have the point of view that if I don’t work, I don’t have money What are you creating for you when you make that as your reality and what would you like to have your as your reality? Oh you fucking go for it my honey You guys just got it like a little like the back the one the cherry on top of the cherry What else is possible for you that you don’t think it’s possible that if you would allow it to be Possible. We create a totally different reality and everything that doesn’t allow it to show up. We destroy and uncreate it off We’re on the insurance poison hands what else is possible for you that you don’t think is possible that if you would allow it to be possible and create a Totally different reality and everything that is time to go Julian right wrong. Good up up up. I’ll make sure it’s pretty nice Yes, my conclusions abused me Unfortunately, it’s you abusing you with conclusions. It’s worse Like you’re taking the fish and just fish slapping yourself over and over and over I’ve never done that Yes, you guys seem high because it it’s wrong to be happy. That’s so wrong with so haven’t even been drinking You should wait. Wait, wait, yeah Ma man, thank you guys for joining us so much We really just wanted to pop on together We didn’t have too much of a firm topic But wanted to talk in it around the sound comfort thing and you guys have more questions You can feel free to comment and we’ll respond and if you want to come join us in foundation hop on a plane date back to foundation get your butt to foundation like it’s game-changing and You too can be this uncomfortable You know what I would never give up four Billion dollars ever ever ever is the freedom that I have to create anything that I want to have Oh my god, I would never give that up I would never give up the access to consciousness that I have now because with consciousness all things are possible This shit that I believe is right now. It’s gonna be over in five minutes Why because I have a choice and I have me and I didn’t have that before. So is it uncomfortable? Yes when I give it up fuck. No you couldn’t pay me because the gift that is what I get to create with this is like Priceless. Yeah and like that me sitting at the gift, right? What if everything that shows up in your life can facilitate you into more greatness? Yeah, and Can be a gift to you and not just you but the world like whatever is occurring right now with like us in the business in you, I mean like like This is something we share with the world. It’s not just for us in about like it can contribute to other people too so, how do you use your Life to contribute to other people, too You love you guys go drink go drink something beasts are happy that everyone thinks you’re high Bye for now, are you guys next week or in South Africa? Mmm?