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Vlogtober 9 ONEDERLAND

October 17, 2019


Hey Yall! it’s the muscle bag by here
just wanted to let you guys know that I am officially in onderland and I will
put a picture here, (video inserted) you guys don’t even know I have to do all this rigging up to
get this darn thing to show you what a picture of my weight looks like,
so it has to be in a video format for it to go into the video properly so you
guys can actually see it says one ninety nine point two I only took a picture
instead of a video because it was really early guys really early, ugh anyway here
it is, hopefully it will show it in the dang video this time and I will get this
uploaded. yeah(video insertion ends) and I’m very excited about it I’m gonna
go do my makeup and get ready for a photo shoot so I’ll talk to you guys
later Hey so I’m getting ready for my
onderland photo shoot and my animals are just like all up in my business it’s
very cute. I thought my hair looked good, but it looks like its going to get kind of looks flat. no I’ll
look at it again music video music video music video music video music video music video music video music video music video for years my body was pushed past my
limits as I allowed myself to binge eat half to death I had trouble moving I had
so much fat that it was hard to get up I still worked out but it wasn’t really
healthy I did a bootcamp sort of thing for about if he year struggling to get
my weight down and I still like get higher and higher
it was super depressing and it made me push harder but once I finally had done
like a month-long cycle of like hardcore never missing a workout and I went up in
body fat percent I was at 62 percent at that point I just sort of gave up I
thought well this is just life it’s just how it’s gonna be I knew that the issue
was food the issue is that I was taking these crazy workouts and then I was
fueling them by binge eating binge eating fast food binge eating Donuts
binge eating coke just whatever I could I couldn’t stop I I wasn’t ready to stop
eating was Comfort and I just couldn’t do it
so I almost let myself go forever but I saw how I was affecting my life and I
really hated it like who wants to be in a photo next to
someone but you have to be four feet away from them because their gut and
hips are so big you know it’s embarrassing
stuff got me to try Zumba as you can see and I liked it
it got me moving it got my heart rate up for sure
and so I used that and weight training and treadmill and elliptical and
eventually I went from you know hating cardio to really enjoying cardio but
then I sort of stopped entirely going to the gym for like three months
and only focused on nutrition it was wildly successful but I lost a ton of
muscle tone that kind of scared me because I was
looking at my arms one day and there was just boom obviously there’s the you know
I don’t know how to explain it there’s obviously like loose skin but
when you go like this you can just see just straight bone there was no muscle
and that worried me so I started working out again uhm I saved my life and I want
you to say your life if that’s the journey that you’re on I could not have
done this without the support of my husband and my best friend Stephanie and
Lee have been everything to me they have helped they have cheered me on they have
talked me off of ledges they have been my entire support system and I have
leaned on them heavily so I just want to say thank you guys so much you guys
helped me get to Wonderland and I love you very much
and thanks I am proud have a wonderful day please remember to Like comment and
subscribe definitely leave me a congrats down in
the comment section I heart basically all the comments I love getting comments
so please comment down below with what you think if you like my setup I think
my balloons are pretty she didn’t get chose the right outfit sort of falling
out of it here sorry about that let me know what you think if you want to hear
more about it let me know specific questions and I will do my best to
answer them alright you guys thank you so much I love you and I will talk to
you later I YouTube well you got order are you gonna order a
Papageno mr. dog yes I would like one Papa Tito I’ll and all of the bacon
you’ll have a hot dog cat have you ever seen a hot dog TV what’s wrong you can you are so excitable look at
this happy baby unhappy baby but you’re happy bumpy I just think a hot dog cat
is hilarious and you’re welcome goodbye

9 Comments

  • Reply Leah Russell October 14, 2019 at 3:56 pm

    So proud of you, and excited for you! Just keep crushing those goals, no one can stop you!

  • Reply Katy Harrington October 14, 2019 at 4:10 pm

    Way to go!!! You are so inspiring!!

  • Reply Calleah Fulkerson October 14, 2019 at 4:34 pm

    I'm so incredibly proud of you. YOU ARE AMAZING <3

  • Reply Erin Towsley October 14, 2019 at 6:58 pm

    Yay!! You have been working so hard ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • Reply Cooking with Autism October 14, 2019 at 7:04 pm

    woot woot! way to go girl on onederland 🙂 I am so proud of you !!!

  • Reply Cooking with Autism October 14, 2019 at 7:08 pm

    pretty balloons !

  • Reply Cooking with Autism October 14, 2019 at 7:11 pm

    Congrats!!! walk tall girl you have done awesome !

  • Reply Cooking with Autism October 14, 2019 at 7:12 pm

    lol you had the puppy ordering in coffee. love it!!!

  • Reply Cooking with Autism October 14, 2019 at 7:13 pm

    love the cat taco! adorable!

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